你知不知道。。。
我的心，真的真的好痛啊。。。
已经到了连哭都哭不出来，笑也笑不出来的地步。。。
你知道吗？
Monday, December 29, 2008
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Sunday, July 29, 2007
Thursday, July 19, 2007
it's not about u not meeting me yesterday or wad..
it's the way u talk when i call just to ask how u are...
i miss that nite...and i really hapi that nite...wed nite...
but the next day u are sick..
I m alrite yesterday nite...reali alrite...
till today i woke up...wondering who in the hell care for me?
when i told u early morning my finger kana hot water...
when afternoon u finally woke up...the sms seems so extra...
The calls I made to u...to ask abt your conditions...made u sound so irritated..
"why u like so sianx?"
"..i going to slp den u call me ma"
For the past 1 or 2 or mabbe 3 days, i've tried...tried my very best to find stuffs to talk to u..in car or outside...i've really tried...
i know u're tired, u're thinkin stuffs...so i can only keep trying...trying my very best to find topic to tok...to even make u smile or happi.to update u on my stuffs in office..or even wads been happening ard me...but u'll nvr know behind all these i've done...i felt so helpless..everythin is just making mi more n more hurt n depressed.
No, its not abt that medicine...coz i m perfectly ok...
u asked mi to bear with it for 2-3 months..till ur job stable ...
i've tried...really tried...
but u noe wad...?wad if in 2-3 months time, you remain the same...u used to this way of treating me...thinking that i can bear with it etc...sry i doubt u so much.
wad if 2-3months time...the love i had for u..slowli disappear with everyday ...and wad if i begin to hate u instead of love u?
I understd ur stress, ur concerns..
and maybe i think too much..or even mabbe i m very hu li qu nao to u..
i do hope we can realli start afresh like wad u told mi after the quarrel...
i've also tried not to quarrel with u...not to complain abt ur bad again...
but sry...i guess i juz nid u to show mi some care...to love mi...and to always think that today will be the last day..so u'll treasure me and cherish me..not venting anger...venting all those "trapped" emotions on me...
i knoe..we shld b spendin everyday happily n not quarrel...
but sry again..i cant...i reali cant force myself to act hapi, act as though ur expression, ur replies, ur words doesnt matter to me anymore..
sry again..my tears almost drop down while makin mornin call to u...
the thought of u not even bother abt i m hurt by the hot water a not..just did a serious damage to my heart again..
n sry again..for this blog is not updated for quite long...coz of work too busy..
n sry ..for bein such a burden to u ...or even appear selfish to u..just for askin u to also treat my family gd..n sry for keep cryin..n saying sry..all i hope for..is juz to be happy...
**Am just a bit tired...guess u are too...been slpin less than 5hrs everyday**
When A Girl Cries
When a girl cries it doesn’t mean she's weak...
If a girl cries in front of u...it means that she couldn’t take it anymore.
If u takes her hand, she would stay with u for the rest of ur life;
If u let her go, she couldn’t go back to being herself anymore.
A girl won’t cry easily, except in front of the person whom she loves the most, she becomes weak.
A girl won’t cry easily, only when she loves u the most, she puts down her ego.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of u, please hold her hands firmly, coz she's the one who is willing to stay with u 4 for the rest of ur life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of u, please don’t give her up, maybe bcoz of ur decision, u ruin her life.
When she cries rite in front of u, When she cries bcoz of u, Look into her eyes, Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?
Think.
Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity, In front of u, AND bcoz of u?
She cries not because she is weak, She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or pity, She cries, Because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt n agony has become too big a burden to be kept inside.
Guys, Think about it, If a girl cries her heart out to u, And all because of u, Its time to look back on wat u have done, Only u will know the answer to it.
Do consider it, Coz one day, It may be too late for regrets, It may be too late to say "I'm sorry"... ***
You may regret it for the rest of ur life. Maybe in ur life, she's the only one who loves u the most.
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29-Jun-07 14:57
"You wat time finish work 515 ? I maybe late abit"
29-Jun-07 15:00
"K k k you go eat lo later call you"
29-Jun-07 19:13
"Haven now at customer there you eat first ba"
30-Jun-07 02:26
"Dear reach home le"
30-Jun-07 02:28
"Nite nite to you muacks dear"
it's the way u talk when i call just to ask how u are...
i miss that nite...and i really hapi that nite...wed nite...
but the next day u are sick..
I m alrite yesterday nite...reali alrite...
till today i woke up...wondering who in the hell care for me?
when i told u early morning my finger kana hot water...
when afternoon u finally woke up...the sms seems so extra...
The calls I made to u...to ask abt your conditions...made u sound so irritated..
"why u like so sianx?"
"..i going to slp den u call me ma"
For the past 1 or 2 or mabbe 3 days, i've tried...tried my very best to find stuffs to talk to u..in car or outside...i've really tried...
i know u're tired, u're thinkin stuffs...so i can only keep trying...trying my very best to find topic to tok...to even make u smile or happi.to update u on my stuffs in office..or even wads been happening ard me...but u'll nvr know behind all these i've done...i felt so helpless..everythin is just making mi more n more hurt n depressed.
No, its not abt that medicine...coz i m perfectly ok...
u asked mi to bear with it for 2-3 months..till ur job stable ...
i've tried...really tried...
but u noe wad...?wad if in 2-3 months time, you remain the same...u used to this way of treating me...thinking that i can bear with it etc...sry i doubt u so much.
wad if 2-3months time...the love i had for u..slowli disappear with everyday ...and wad if i begin to hate u instead of love u?
I understd ur stress, ur concerns..
and maybe i think too much..or even mabbe i m very hu li qu nao to u..
i do hope we can realli start afresh like wad u told mi after the quarrel...
i've also tried not to quarrel with u...not to complain abt ur bad again...
but sry...i guess i juz nid u to show mi some care...to love mi...and to always think that today will be the last day..so u'll treasure me and cherish me..not venting anger...venting all those "trapped" emotions on me...
i knoe..we shld b spendin everyday happily n not quarrel...
but sry again..i cant...i reali cant force myself to act hapi, act as though ur expression, ur replies, ur words doesnt matter to me anymore..
sry again..my tears almost drop down while makin mornin call to u...
the thought of u not even bother abt i m hurt by the hot water a not..just did a serious damage to my heart again..
n sry again..for this blog is not updated for quite long...coz of work too busy..
n sry ..for bein such a burden to u ...or even appear selfish to u..just for askin u to also treat my family gd..n sry for keep cryin..n saying sry..all i hope for..is juz to be happy...
**Am just a bit tired...guess u are too...been slpin less than 5hrs everyday**
When A Girl Cries
When a girl cries it doesn’t mean she's weak...
If a girl cries in front of u...it means that she couldn’t take it anymore.
If u takes her hand, she would stay with u for the rest of ur life;
If u let her go, she couldn’t go back to being herself anymore.
A girl won’t cry easily, except in front of the person whom she loves the most, she becomes weak.
A girl won’t cry easily, only when she loves u the most, she puts down her ego.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of u, please hold her hands firmly, coz she's the one who is willing to stay with u 4 for the rest of ur life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of u, please don’t give her up, maybe bcoz of ur decision, u ruin her life.
When she cries rite in front of u, When she cries bcoz of u, Look into her eyes, Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?
Think.
Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity, In front of u, AND bcoz of u?
She cries not because she is weak, She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or pity, She cries, Because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt n agony has become too big a burden to be kept inside.
Guys, Think about it, If a girl cries her heart out to u, And all because of u, Its time to look back on wat u have done, Only u will know the answer to it.
Do consider it, Coz one day, It may be too late for regrets, It may be too late to say "I'm sorry"... ***
You may regret it for the rest of ur life. Maybe in ur life, she's the only one who loves u the most.
---------------
29-Jun-07 14:57
"You wat time finish work 515 ? I maybe late abit"
29-Jun-07 15:00
"K k k you go eat lo later call you"
29-Jun-07 19:13
"Haven now at customer there you eat first ba"
30-Jun-07 02:26
"Dear reach home le"
30-Jun-07 02:28
"Nite nite to you muacks dear"
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